"I just, I can’t describe what I feel for you but it starts from the pit of my stomach and warms my chest until I can practically feel every nerve ending in my body and all I want is for you to touch my skin."
Late night texting (via snowlilies)
"Don’t date a girl just because everyone else in the room can’t take their eyes off her, or that black dress hugs her curves perfectly. Date a girl who you think about while waiting for the subway. Who makes you want your words to sound like some pretentious asshole who sits at Starbucks all day with a laptop wrote them. Date a girl who makes you think of stargazing in the summer and hot drinks in the winter. Date a girl who makes certain moments of your life unforgettable. Don’t date a girl who if after two weeks she “won’t give it up” to you. Don’t date a girl who if after 6 months won’t give it up. Date a girl who you will wait till the ends of the earth ‘til she’s ready, a girl who you will gladly light the candles for. Date a girl who you will do anything to get that smile that melts your heart. Don’t date a girl who you’re dependent on. Date a girl who makes you more dependent on yourself to be better."
(via em-igma)

jordynivy:

annaoverboard:

What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it.

this deserve so many notes

"If you’re ever lucky enough to find a girl who is a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind, you should hold onto that. Because she’ll be yours at two in the morning and at two in the afternoon the following day. She’ll kiss you where it hurts and until it hurts. And that’s important. Someone who not only knows how to turn you on but also knows how to treat you right is someone worth a little something… and a little more than usual."
Anonymous: 16 year old Ryan and Chelsie? :) :)

prettyandfit:

chelsieautumn:

Haha, here you go. You hit the gold mine this time! I included a timeline of us in photos together….because I seriously adore this guy and it made me so happy to look at all these photos again. Hope you don’t mind. :) 

We started out two little silly pies. 

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And then we met as those awkward 11 and 12 year oldsimage

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And then I started liking him back….and he asked my dad’s permission to take me to homecoming and give me my first kiss. I was 16 and he was 15. We were definitely awkward here. :)

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And then he turned 16 and I turned 17 the next year  :)

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And then the next year when I turned 18 and he turned 17 :)

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Then we went overseas together and we decided we knew marriage was in the future.

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And then I cut my hair all off and turned 19 and graduated with my AA and went away to college

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And then I figured out how madly in love with Ryan I was and came home and he graduated college and my hair started getting long again

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And then Ryan went away at school and was poor and lived in his car for a while and I used to drive to meet him at Starbucks an hour away and we fell in love all over again in that little Starbucks and it was wonderful.

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And then he proposed when he was 19 and I was 20

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and then we got married on the most beautiful day of my life… only a few months later…..because, in our hearts, we knew we were always meant to be together since we were 12 years old.

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and now we are married and it was the greatest decision we ever made.

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and there’s is the beginning of our adventure together. (and if you’re still following me after this ridiculous overload of Chelsie & Ryan photos, I will love you forever :) 

This is absolutely perfect. Makes me believe in Love again.


-Sydney
praises:

Oh my goodness! I can’t believe I forgot to celebrate the 1-year anniversary of me writing this poem! I wrote it Jan. 4, 2013 and it flipped my world completely upside down. I could’ve never imagined it having the impact that it has and continues to make. Life is so crazy, so keep on living it because something completely unexpected and beautiful may be just around the corner.
kushandwizdom:

More?
drewwilsonphoto:

the feeling you get walking through a relatives house and looking at all their belongings right after they’ve died. trying to figure out what to do with all their things. did they all really add up? because they’re not here now to tell you so. your life is full of these pieces and fragments you’ve let stick to you along the way, just like the hitchhiker’s stuck to your jeans and the snow frozen to the cloth on your coat. memories both good and bad. all those bad habits you can’t shake like the rain from your hair. all those empty promises you made, because we all make them eventually. so empty you even forget you made them. you can’t help it but you run in all the wrong directions from it. you run into the darkest woods of depression sometimes. you want to hide but theres so many openings like the slits in the leaves above. letting the light of peoples worry in. would your mother really know what to say? you try not to think of what your father would say. its always the fear of disappointment that eats you away first, not the anger. but you somehow stay brave through it. because it doesn’t really scare you. no, you’ve been scared before. more scared of a phone call or a text message than of your own self. you’re not afraid to fight yourself. you’re one with your own demons. you crave that darkness. that struggle. fighting with yourself keeps you alive. keeps the blood warm under that thin skin. keeps those bones white and those veins tangled. veins more tangled than those headphones drowning out the world caving in on you. you take pride in your daily ritual. wake up late. always forget something. fake a breakfast. praise the warm coffee more than you fear the morning.